A birthday is just another day,
young of mind, yet youthful looks go away.
Another year older,
the world seems a bit colder.
Yet my heart still burns,
and for love it forever yearns.
Another year older,
I grow even bolder.
Life is for us to learn from,
as calculated as a mathematical sum.
Another year older,
hurting blazes now just smolder.
Letting go of past rage and pain,
living life and feeling sane.
Another year older,tears in my eyes..
Life has not been so bad.
My tears are of joy because I feel bless.
Clothed in uncompromising love, the perfect fit.
Patience, love, joy and peace will be suitable accessories.
Are the fragrances of integrity adorning my Heart.
The shield of salvation cosseted my finery.
Bejeweled in truth, faith, love and trust.
Fashioned after the model I hoped to see.
The sight was an amazing vision to behold.
Another year older,
more pages added to my folder.
I'm glad of whom I am today,
I would not have myself any other way.
So don't mind that I write my own birthday rhyme,
I've lived through my life up till this time.
I think it is safe to say.
Things will go as planned the "Universe" way.
There’s got more for me yet, it'll be even better I bet.
Another year older,
Far beyond this mortal state
And even though it can't be seen
From Heaven to Earth it's in-between
I can feel it but it can't be touched.
Yet these feelings touched so much, touched my soul and touched my heart.
Showed me what to be apart and it gives me priceless gifts.
Things like mercy and spirit lifts,truth and honor an honest mind.
Eternal life no end of time
Gave me sight, gave me might, the right direction towards the light.
Made me see made me free, most important made me… ME.
I am of my words and my words are of me;
I am no one to some, but someone to me;
I am who I am and who I am is me.
The Phoenix is still rising and love there will be, always and forever for Me.
**A FREE SPIRIT SOURING HIGH NO LONGER HELD DOWN BY LIFE'S DAILY STRUGGLES, CONFESSIONS DOMINATE MY HEART, RELEASING ME FROM MY HEAVILY WEIGHTED BURDENS.
TODAY I GAVE IT ALL TO THE HIGHER BEINGS.
I TOOK A DEEP LOOK INTO MY SOUL AND REPENTED, NO LONGER HIDING BEHIND THE CREATED IMAGE OF ME DEFINING MY LIFE.
I GAVE IT ALL TO THEE BEGINNING ANEW, I DROP TO MY KNEES AND AM THANKFUL TO THE UNIVERSE, MY MASTERS, ANGELS AND GUIDES FOR MAKING ME**
Call it a miracle or call it a reserve of strength activated by a tremendous surge of adrenalin – We start looking for what we needed to face the crisis.
And so it is with all of us. We have strength, given by our Creator, to overcome seemingly impossible challenges ahead.
We may feel weak or unable to cope, but we have been designed with sufficient power to meet those obstacles which may appear insurmountable.
Call it what you will, I will call it a Miracle.
***A very good friend of mine, someone I consider an Angel told me not too long ago to surrender myself whole heartedly to The Universe and my Masters. Totally!!! she said.
My eyes was wide open and just nodded my head.
I remember, I cried and I cried while she went on and on with instructions.
I was told to do that in order to let go and let them take over and decide what is best for me.
I began to think about how to use it in my own life.
It left me thinking very hard and took me sometime to realize what she really meant.
I was carrying so much and I was beginning to get real tired and could hardly move on with my life.
I wanted so much that inner peace and a raging desire to get the very best out of life and to make the most of things till my end of time.
Just like any other morning, waking up with so much of heavy weights on my shoulder.
I decided to do what I should do.
I am going to set myself free.
Into my prayer room I go.
Filled with tranquility, I could almost feel they (my Masters, Guides and Angels) were all waiting for me.
Yes, my big day to make an important decision.
I did the necessary stuff, made myself comfortable and I meditated.
Very relaxed I was and I just knew its time…..Letting go and setting free!
I took the piece of paper and pen which was prepared.
I started writing to my guardian angels.
I sought the help of my guardian angels to help with conflict resolution.
I pleaded with my guardian angels to speak to the enemy's guardian angel.
I requested that my guardian angel to have an ---angel to angel (talk) with their guardian angel about finding a win-win situation. (I know it sounded a little crazy here.)
But that's not what's important
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In really thinking through what I want to say in the letter,
I was writing to my guardian angels and asking them to deliver the message for me.
Again, whether you pray to them or write to them, it forces you to find the words to say exactly what it is you want to say.
Perhaps that's where the magic lies.
I don't know, but if I had written some vague nothingness in the sky, then nothing might happen.
I believe it only works when I'm writing my pains, agony and truth to the angels with Love.
Maybe they're real and maybe they're not, but believing they're real and that they'll help might just work its magic on me.
I guess I end up sending out a prayer after all.
It's just a different form of prayer.
What matters is that the process served its purpose.
Peace and harmony was created as felt, than before I had started writing to the angels.
It really worked very nicely after I took that leap of faith and asking.
I'm not much for praying in the traditional down on your knees but on that day I did.
My knees hurt but I pay more attention to keeping my hands in that saintly position and trying to really connect with any form of a higher celestial type being…….
And yes I was desperate!!! Especially after many failed attempts.
When a “big” prayer is answered, can we prove it was a miracle?
To those of us who have received one, we need no proof.
We just know that it was. The experience is one of an internal recognition that is so indescribably profound as to alter your life forever.
I revel in the belief that I was blessed with not one, but several miracles during the course of my life.
Miracles happen every day- big and small, quiet and loud, known and unknown.
We sometimes believe in miracles when we can see it right away.
At times, we forget that some miracles take a little longer.
I believe I recently witnessed some miracles which I fully appreciate.
There is something amazing for everyone to experience in this life.
If we can live without limitations……we can create magnificent Miracles.
A miracle is “an extraordinary event manifesting divine intervention in human affairs.”
@I surrender myself totally and whole heartedly to The Universe and My Masters@
@May the Angel of Faith protect my heart and mind with light and love@
Let me try to describe the gift that you have given to me,
Although, I believe that will be a major undertaking.
Since it is quite difficult to describe in ordinary language.
Your arrival 17 years ago was a conscious decision of Love ....
marked with a miracle.
By far, the finest creative gift was you.
For when you emerged into my world,
With my heart so willing to share its wealth.
There you were, a small wonder; a tiny reflection
Of combined traits which would ultimately be recreated
Into the distinctive person you have become.
I never realized that my heart,
Was so willing to share so much love
With a stranger so small and needy.
You didn't arrive with instructions
It was strictly learn as you go.
The journey you undertook
Was not of a scheduled nature and you again showed us Miracles do happen.
I remember the first time you crawled
Army style on your belly for the longest time.
You walked with support for those many months
But when it came to taking those first steps,
Long after the cake and ice cream that I
Really didn't want you to eat.
It wasn't until that one day, totally unexpected that
You did it all by yourself.
From then on, it seemed to get a little bit easier
Since you had this great disposition
And that smile that went all the way across.
That you turned out to be.
Sharing and loving all the time.
Was not something that you had to learn.
Even at that young age,
You became the teacher, teaching us things we never knew at times.
Ever so patient, so caring, so you.
To carry on a family trait that you will certainly pass on.
As you grew, you obtained a wonderful gift of Love.
I offered you the tools to learn and trust and to be a confident person.
You showed me that you can be an independent person.
That day you climbed on to the yellow school bus for the first time
You looked so small, yet so ready to embark upon a new venture.
It rolled down the street
And so did those tears in my eyes
Not because I was sad but because a new chapter in your life was beginning.
You are an intelligent, sensible, affectionate and sympathetic person,
Who always seems to be there for those whose lives you touch.
You have an extraordinary enthusiasm and passion for learning.
You have the ability to communicate your inner most thoughts,
Where so many your age do not.
I am blessed for that.
Now, you will be going off on your own in a way.
Making decisions that you may not be able to pass by me
That will affect your life.
You may fall down
But I know that you will always pick yourself up
And begin again.
I never thought that I would look up to someone your age
But that has become evident.
As you look at us side by side; the bond will not be broken.
The stranger that entered my life not so long ago,
Has certainly been transformed into a young man.
That I am proud to call . . .
My Son.
***Every year on your birthday, you get a chance to start new.
All the world is a birthday cake, so take a piece, but not too much.***
On this day, I thank the Universe for sending me a wonderful son like you.
Happy Birthday with all my love and blessings.
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As I look back on my life
I find myself wondering...
Did I remember to thank you
for all that you have done for me?
For all of the times you were by my side
to help me celebrate my successes
and accept my defeats?
Or for teaching me the value of hard work,
good judgment, courage, and honesty?
I wonder if I've ever thanked you
for the simple things...
The laughter, smiles, and quiet times we've shared.
The seeds of faith, you gave to me
Have flourished, and have stayed
As you instructed long ago...
When feeling weak, I've prayed.
The seeds of love you planted deep
And nourished them with care
You watered them with many tears
And blessed them with your prayers.
So Mom, I want to thank you now
YOU are The Universe greatest art
for giving me these fruits of Love...
"Moms Harvest of The Heart".
***Mom, you have gone home 22 years now(June 20th). Never for a day have I forgotten you and spoken to you so many many times. The fond memories of you, my mother shall always remain.
I have learn to think of you in the nicest way. I know you are with me all the time, for I have chosen to keep you very close to my heart.
There is no better day to thank you, than today.
This song, is the same song I used to sing when I was a teenager.
Every time when I sang this song and you would tell me it is nice.
I have chosen this song to mark your anniversary and my Mother's Day.***
Loving you my dearest mom...always and forever.
