Friday, July 28, 2006
A feeling in the air?
How can one explain
A feeling that is very rare?
How can one define
Someone who is always there....
One who says
"No matter what I will always care and love and protect you"
A lot of times I think of this
When I am feeling down, going through real tough times.
And by the time I am through with it
High spirits come around.
There have been so many times
When I was happy and well
I wished I could share.
And I just knew you are there
With unconditional love and smiles feeling glad.
To leave your Home in Heaven
Just to guard a child like me.
Your beautiful and shining face
I cannot see, though you are so near to me.
The sweetness of your voice
I cannot really hear
I can only feel them in the heart that you have given me.
When I pray, you're praying too
Your prayers are just for me.
When I sleep you never do
You're watching over me.
The teachings and guidance you have parted to me
Shall remain in my heart forever till we meet.
I thank the Universe for being blessed with parents like you.
With all my love and may you rest in peace together till eternity!
*** IN MEMORY OF MY BELOVED LATE PARENTS ***
Thursday, July 27, 2006
A bad migraine is no fun.
Was lying in bed and Prince came up to me,
staring right into my eyes.
Something wrong baby? I asked him.
He looked miserable and disappointed.
I was thinking what is it that he wanted?
Oh yes!...Very quickly I got up and said to him.
Its your birthday Prince, with or without a migraine,
mummy is going to bake your favourite walnut/banana bread ok?
His tail was wagging and he seem pleased.
I went down into the kitchen and started to make his birthday bread(cake)hahhaahha!
He was waiting impatiently while I was taking to him.
I was also thinking, baking for a dog?
Well, why not? He is our baby and a member of the family.
A lot of things went through my mind while I was still busy with the ingredients.
I am a woman who never liked dogs. No way!
The kids have always wanted a pet and I will always say NO!
Now 2 years ago, a friend of my daughter wanted to give up her pet and of course,
my daughter had to do her sweetest talk with this mom of hers.
I still say NO!
What changed my mind was, when she came to the part where this little Prince is not being well taken care of by his former owners.
Guess they have no time or whatever.
My heart skipped a beat and I said to my daughter.
Well, okay. Let's go take a look and see if there is any chemistry between us.
One big step.............got into the car and still not sure.
When we arrived at the apartment, I saw for the first time a dog that looked more like a cat.
What kind of species is this? I asked.
Oh..he is a Shih Tzu and his name is Prince.
Got introduced to Prince and I was still deciding.
Shall we or shall we not.
As I sat down, I saw the most beautiful, sparkling pair of eyes staring at me.
I could almost hear him say.......would you please?
I said YES! We'll take you home and we'll give you a home.
Prince got settled with us nicely and quickly I must say.
Start grooming that dirty fella was the first thing I said to my kids.
Well, mummy gave him his 1st bath.
My 1st time bathing a dog? Geez.....I must be mad.
I set something like ten thousand rules?
No this and no to that and that.
Today Prince sleeps with me on my bed, eats with me, has his own chair next to mine.
Listening to mantras every morning and meditating with me.
Prince is now mine more than anyone else in the family.
We cannot live without each other, not even for a day.
Ever heard of someone calling her dog while away?
I do that now or he will not do anything.
He will be so miserable, they do not know what to do with him.
My phone calls always set his/my mood back to normal.
I thank the Universe and Masters for they have put this message into me.
That you can do anything even if you do not like it...for the 1st time.
Now I cannot see myself living life without my dear Prince.
His presence is always comforting and loving.
I cannot ask for any other than Prince.
We all adore him and literally made him a King.
Happy Birthday Prince.
You deserve many many more birthdays.
Long Live Prince Cheah.